I come without a guarantee
I know I’m not a robot because,
There is no central processing unit,
My thoughts are independent of others
I feel – knowing hot from cold,
Sometimes I feel pain and my muscles hurt.
I don’t imagine robots feel pain.
I know I’m not a robot because,
I experience feelings . . . .
I have times where I feel happy,
Experiencing joy and sense of freedom,
I know sorrow too . . .
I don’t imagine robots know what sorrow is.
I know I am not a clone because,
No one else looks like me,
No one talks like me,
No one acts how I react,
Or reproclates my sense of dress,
I don’t imagine a clone who mirrors me.
I know I am not a colon because,
If I was I’d get them to do the things I hate,
My editing, accounts and tax forms too,
I have them do my physio,
And balance my diet for me . . .
I don’t imagine a clone would do these things for me.
I think I am human . . .
For I know my thoughts are mine,
I come with personality,
Although some wish I didn’t tease,
I come with a sense of purpose,
Yes, I think I am a human.
I think I am human . . .
For I come with lots of faults,
Nothing seems to come scripted,
At times I experience meltdowns,
It is then I appear irrational,
Yes, I think that makes me human.
But at times I feel confused . . .
Like when people stare at me,
So perhaps I am a work of art,
Or they seem to look through me,
So perhaps I am a plane of glass,
These reactions cause confusion.
But at times I feel confused . . .
When others ask me to perform,
On auto pilot program,
Like a robot who is without thought,
Or behave like other clients,
I am confused neither being a robot or a clone.
You see I like you am a human being,
I think independently and come with a personality,
I feel – happiness and joy, but I know of sorrow too,
I come with sense of purpose, knowing what I do,
I too come with faults and unpredictability,
These are things that assure me, I am a human being.
Yes! I am you’re client but . . .
Different to the one ─
the shift before,
I am an individual with my own personality,
Whether verbal or non-verbal regardless of degree of intellect,
I have my own thought processes,
Yes I am your client but come without a guarantee.
Copyright © Debbie Chilton 2013